welcome

To all my Friends & Family


I'm new to the blog world, so please bare with me. I wanted to start blogging so I'll have my thought down somewhere to keep for when Jayden gets big. She will have a keepsake about her, mommy and daddy life together, all the neat little milestones in our life to keep. As all you know they grow up to fast, she started trying to talk and rolled over the other day.

Also I am starting a new business, I need to make extra money so I can be the one to spoil my little angel. Maybe I can stay home with her so I won't miss any new thing she decides to try. I will fill you in on details in another blog. I'm so excited to share!!!!!!!!!!!



Just a little on my experience as a new mommy!


The day I found out I was pregnant was the scariest, happiest, most overwhelming day of my life!! I was so excited but at the same time was scared to death! I was thinking "How could I possibly raise a child to be a loving, caring, honest person? What if I fail at being a mother? What if she grows up hating me? What is going to happen when she asks me why we were so young? " Those weren't the only thoughts that came through my head and heart. But as many bad, heartbreaking reactions I got from all of our loved ones, the day I first felt my little "Butterfly" flutter I knew that everything was going to be o.k. I didn't know how we were going to financially take care of our baby but the day I first saw the baby's heart beat I knew it wouldn't matter... money didn't matter. I didn't know if my boyfriend and I had a strong enough relationship to be parents but the day we said "I DO" I knew it would be. I didn't know if we would be able to love our baby more than we loved each other but the day we found out our baby was a girl we both knew that we loved her more than anything else on this planet. We didn't know if we could be the best parents that God would want us to be but the day our little baby girl kicked the parent instinct kicked in and we both smiled with belief. I didn't know if my husband and I could change and mature over night but the morning Jayden was born we both cried and instantly were changed. I didn't know if I'd ever be close to God again but the day he gave me that precious gift I looked up at him and thanked him for someone straight from his hands. Being a new mommy Rocks and I know I am being the best parent I know how to be because I have all the help I need from all the loved ones in our lives and from God.